A Welding Break Up (Gasless)

Author's Note: Now I expect this to get less views on the title alone. But I wanted to put this out there to either get feedback or to give a different perspective on a relationship that never quite got delved into back in Kris and his Passion and may get delved into more when I revive it but details. I hope you guys enjoy the gas-less version of this. As it is. Probably will make a version with farts added but because of how this story is, may be a few and far between.

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Misunderstandings happen from time to time, but I can tell you that what happened was definitely no misunderstanding. The awkward silence in the hallway screamed tension to me I guess. But it didn’t matter. I was right in front of her, fists tightened and buttcheeks clenched. I couldn’t take her and her bullshit anymore and I just walked out. The last thing I heard from her before I started bawling my eyes out was, “I’m sorry but there was no other way…” I really wish I could have taken back those last 15 minutes of my life. And possibly the last year I had with her by my side.

I remember it all too clearly. What happened was I was heading over to see Samantha. I was skipping down the hallway, adorably giggling as I headed to her locker. I guess class was starting but I didn’t care. I was going over to see my Sammy! When I got over there, she had an expression that almost literally sucked the life from my face. I rushed right to her comfort.

“Samantha!” I called out, “Are you okay?”
“Marisa…” she said back to me, “There’s something I need to tell you.”

My heart sank into my stomach. I’ve heard about these situation in the dating sims I’ve played. They usually don’t end well this way. But I turned to her anyway and responded.

“W-What is it Sammy?” Then she took a deep breath, looked at me straight in the eye and and it looked like she was about to cry.
She said, “I don’t think we should see each other anymore.”
My heart nose dove to the bottom of my intestines. I couldn’t believe it! It actually happened!! I didn’t want to believe it but it actually happened!!
“...wait are you serious Sammy?” I replied in disbelief. My mind refused to accept it. I couldn’t lose her...not like this.
“I’m dead serious. You should just leave now. I don’t want anything to do with you anymore.

“We’re done.”

Every word was a cold sharp dart into the inner recesses of my affection for her. It almost felt forced...but I soon accepted what she had shoved into my throat by this point. And my love for her quickly turned into rage. I immediately made a fist and I threw it out in front of me. I stopped it right before her nose and I stood there, several emotions going through my head at once. I wasn’t sure of what to do next. I despised what she did, but I guess deep down I never actually hated her that deeply. But my hand stayed balled up and I brought it down to my waist. Then I started doing the only thing I thought of doing. I yelled at her. I called her every swear in the book and even others I made up, like bitchgagger for instance. I insulted her intelligence a bit. I called her insensitive and unthoughtful. I said she was shallow and a cold ruthless…….whore. That word made even me stop at my own tracks. I despised using that word for many reasons and there I was using it against the one I loved. I stopped in my verbal rage and I looked right at Samantha. She looked unaffected, staring at me with that cold, blank expression. I actually ended up crying more because she didn’t look at me with a single sympathetic eye. I couldn’t stand it.



And that brings me to now. I sped walked away from her, crying my eyes out. Although before I left I remember something interesting that I heard her mumble. I think it went along the lines of, “I’m sorry. I didn’t want it to be this way.” But I brushed it off and didn’t really think about it. I was furious with her and what she did to me.

‘...I can't believe what she said to me,' I thought to myself as I went away from her, tears rolling down my face, 'I thought we had something together.'
All my surroundings were blurred as I ended up running out of the building. After I was outside, I turned around and looked back at the school building before collapsing to the ground sobbing. I couldn't think about anything else but her. Samantha...why did you do it?? Soon after I felt a hand, warm as the sun on my shoulder. Immediately I blurted out the first thing that came to mind.
"Sama-" I stop myself when I saw the worried look of my best friend.
"Oh...is just you Christian," I said dejectedly, "I don't think you should bother me right now. I'm kinda not in the mood to talk."
"But I am," he said to me, as serious as a funeral, "Look. I may not know entirely what was going on between you two, but I do know that I've never seen you two fight this badly. What happened?"

"I don't know. When I came up to her she had this 'weird aura' about her. It made me concerned and then is asked her what was wrong. Then she basically dumped me in the worst possible way." I started to tear up again just imagining that incident.

"Marisa," I heard him say to me, "If she doesn't realize how much you mean to her then you two shouldn't be together."

"That's not the point though! She wouldn't just do that to me. I know her too well."
"How so?" he asked with his head tilted to the side.

I replied, "She's very open with me. Whenever there's an issue she comes running to me first and foremost. There's never a single problem that doesn't go through me." I then saw Christian making a face to try and tease me. Usually it would make me laugh but I wasn't in the mood for laughter. I wanted answers. Right now.

"Listen Marisa," he said, "I'm sure there's a reasonable explanation for why Samantha did that to you."

"What kind of explanation would she even have for this? Does she know how much she hurt me back there? I gave her my whole heart and she just ripped it to shreds with the shriek of silence!!"
I was practically screaming at Christian. I mean it wasn't his fault though. I was enraged that she just decided to break up with me just out of nowhere. I didn't do anything wrong. She and I were in the best of situations. But then, I heard the door slam behind me and I jerked my head toward the door. Samantha face was red and filled with tears. Why would she be crying though? She showed no emotion when she confronted me earlier today. I just looked at her, with my face all wet from tears and red from anger. What could she possibly have to say that'll make everything better?


"....I'm sorry," I heard her say in her soft warm and shy voice. There was a bit of sniffling afterwards...maybe she did feel bad. But I was still pissed off.
"For what?" I asked in return, "Being with me? Being around my ugly ass face? Breaking up with the weirdest monster on ear-" My rant was put to a halt when I felt a warm hug cradle me back to reality. I thought it was Christian but then I heard sobbing in my right ear. I wanted to break the hug very badly but I couldn't bring myself to do it. Then I heard her try to speak through her sobs. What I could make out was
"I'm sorry I had to break up with you that way. You may not have seen it but it was really painful for me to say that to you. I never wanted it like this but I couldn't take the bullying and threats about our relationship anymore."
I listened to every word she said and I immediately thought to myself that it was bullshit. Then I remembered the girl I fell in love with and soon after it seemed more than likely to be the truth. At that point I returned the warm hug, My face was red from anger, but I felt a new wave of tears approaching. I was speechless.

"I don't expect you to forgive what I did," I heard her speak through her tears, "But I hope you understand. We can still be close...until we get this problem sorted out. Then i want us to get back together. I don't want to lose you Marisa." She then gave me a kiss on the cheek and then on the lips. This is a bit more like the Samantha I know. She's so naive and simple minded that it's cute. I thought about it a bit and then told her what I thought.

"You know what Sammy?" I said, "......I'll forgive you.” I threw myself at her into probably the biggest bear hug that I’ve given to anybody. My broken heart felt like it was mending itself, slowly but surely.
“Though we gotta get this sorted out." I could feel her tears run down my shoulder and I hugged her tightly. I could feel that she was hurt as well. After we finished our long hug, I sighed a bit, but not before giving her a small kiss on the cheek.
“I'm still kinda pissed off at you for not telling me the full story in the first place,” I said to her. She blushed and looked down in embarrassment.
“I didn’t want to upset you though,” she said to me in a soft, shy-sounding voice.

I wanted to say something...well...I wanted to say a LOT of things after what she just said…. I sighed again. Oh well...I guess now is a great time for me to finally put an end to this horrible day……...OH SHIT! I STILL HAVE CHEMISTRY CLASS TO BE AT!!!